Feeling so frustrated tonight. Not sure why just wanting to get away and vent, maybe spend some money with out the guilt and eat some chocolate.
All may be possible except the chocolate. If I eat it I will have a headache from hell the next day.
I haven't eating chocolate in so long that when I do eat even a little taste. It just does not taste the same. In fact it taste Gross.
I don't feel pretty, I feel fat and unattractive. Tired of my stomach aching and cause painfully cramps. Wish I had a hair stylist. Wish there was somewhere to buy clothes in my size that don't cost a fortune.
I really want a organizer to come help me finish my room. I really want everything in a place and to be able to go in and craft and create. I feel like making something new. UGH!
Yes just frustrated over everything today I guess.
Friday, February 22, 2013
Monday, January 7, 2013
Just Shut Up!
I go to the doctor for help not be lectured about my life and what I need to change. I know what I need to change. Reminding me of them does nothing in helping me. In fact it makes me more depressed. SUICIDAL and shaky. Go ahead tell me what I'm doing wrong stress me out and push me over the edge. You idiot! Find a new job, your not put out for this line of work. Hopefully I can get past this too, and move on.
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